I remember, in my 30's, standing in my kitchen of my beautiful home, with my beautiful loving family, and feeling this deep ache within. An ache, a longing. It felt like an ache that could never be filled by anyone or anything.
I had never ever heard someone say the words "souls homesickness", but as I stood there, that is what was whispered to me. It was a watershed moment, as I understood that as a soul having a human experience, no love on the earthplane would ever truly fill me with the deep, unconditional love of our souls home. As I described it to my client "This ache, ...the longing, the soul's homesickness". There were tears in her eyes as she finally felt seen. "Yes that ache...that feeling of never having the love that I know I had before I came here" I want to bring the "souls ache" to light, because so many of us as highly sensitives or empaths have this deep ache within our soul, that we call so many other things. Once we realise that this ache can never fully be satiated by life or by anyone here in the physical.. we begin to see the source of so many of our addictions and heart ache. As we acknowledge this deep longing or homesickness, we begin to be able to be in the contrast of this experience here on earth more fully. We accept that we have always been looking for the source of unconditional love, and we stop searching outside of us and come back home to ourselves. We stop gazing outwards at addictive behaviour to fill our souls ache and we apply that beautiful balm of love to our hearts. We allow ourselves to be in deep compassion with ourselves and deep reverance for how hard it is to be away from that absolute unconditional love, and we begin to find the small flicker within our heart that turns in to a burning inferno of self love. I invite you to dive more fully in to this ache and find what lies beneath it as it is a beautiful and very sacred invitation home to yourself. To book a soul session, and to untangle your story, receive clarity, clear addictive patterns, and allow in more joy, and learn to fill that souls ache by returning to yourself click here
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