I did a video on my instagram story last week. At 3:33am I woke up panicked! The story had automatically uploaded on to my facebook and people I knew were commenting (LOL). My nervous system went in to high alert. I deleted the story from my facebook and went back to sleep.
In the light of the morning, I, of course, felt totally fine and had to have a wee chuckle at how my old wounds still trigger sometimes.
Like many of you, I've had many lives where I've been killed for speaking up, being different, being a witch (hellowww Halloween baby, even had a wart on my nose when I was 13!). Even if you don't believe in past lives, we hold within us our previous generations pain particularly within the feminine of being shut down, repressed and killed.
12 years ago I stumbled across EFT or the Tapping technique. I had a session with a lady at this time around showing up more fully with my work. I'd been hiding in the shadows doing healing, but I knew that I was blocked. We worked together but I just knew that it wasn't from this life time.
Luckily life led me to an amazing woman who also did past lives within the tapping session. When I entered in to the past life I saw that I had been the local town healer. I was only 12 and the chief was dying. We both knew that it was his time to go, and so I prepared him some remedies to help him transition. The tribe however weren't ready to let there chief go and blamed me for his death. He died, and, you guessed it, I was banished from the tribe. Which meant certain death.
I had carried that fear deep within my being and when the memory came up I was able to clear a layer around speaking up and being seen.
This deep trauma and fear had been lurking in my energy field, unwitnessed and unseen. Obviously it still comes up sometimes, but nothing like it used to where I would literally make my intuitive abilities invisible.
Over the 7 years that I've been using Tapping with myself and my clients, I have organically developed the Intuitive Tapping Process which goes deeper then traditional EFT and encompasses Past lives, clearing through multiple time lines (future even), Akashic Records, Intuitive healing techniques, compassionate witnessing and a myriad of other Intuitive practices.
I'm so excited to share this course with those of you who this resonates with. The course starts on August 31st and runs for 4 weeks with 4 live calls as well as pdf of tapping scripts that I've intuitively downloaded. You can use these with your self, family or clients. This will be a small intimate group so you will have the opportunity to receive individual tapping within the group setting. The best part of tapping is that you get borrowed benefits from tapping along with others.
If you are ready to be empowered you can read more about the course here, or to experience an individual session click here.